Been so long I didn't wrote here. I miss you, bloggy!
Kalau diliat-liat, pos jaman duluku parah banget alaynya😂. Say sorry for that, I won't replay write those things anymore.
Now, I've been to new me, literally new. I don't know who I am anymore. I've lost of my holy spirit animals to do anything, idk why, jinjja. I need someone who scold me anytime, to make the old me. Seems like I'd lost those people who accompany me. Sorry kalau grammarku ancur, I don't think about it. I didn't learn English for long time.
Intinya, aku cuma bilang kalau the old me itu udah ilang. Kadang memang kangen suasana dan keadaan dulu, tapi gimana lagi, aku udah terlanjur ngecewain banyak pihak. Aku sayang sama dia, mereka, tapi rasanya kaya aku nggak bisa sama mereka. Jinjja, nan molla. Dan mereka pergi gitu aja.
Penyemangatku satu-satunya sekarang adalah keluarga dan diri sendiri beserta harapan-harapan. But, really, aku gatau sampai kapan aku bisa bertahan dengan penyemangat itu. I need life. Need soul. Need someone. Need animal spirit.
